So many things have turned out to be so unsatisfactory, even though I know this isn't what I want, I am still powerless.
"No matter which one of you says any promise to me, I won't believe it, because the most unreliable thing in this world is others' promises. Every promise made will eventually become a lie as time passes and not a single person keeps the promises they originally made!
Since we can't keep the promises we made at first, then why make them so easily to others? I still remember the things you said before, no matter why you left me back then, I will not forgive you anymore.
I know you are my dad and mom, and that you are my biological parents. There are some things I can't change, but there are some outcomes that I can deal with in any way.
