I've lived through these years, each step I took was so difficult, and every day I rely on my own efforts to get to where I am now. No matter what I've been through, I've never shed a single tear of pain because I know crying is not something I should do. Crying can't bring me any results!
If I faced difficulties or pre-marital issues and chose not to confront them, but only silently cried, would these dangers really stay away from me? Would I no longer experience these hardships? Not at all, the results I obtain always come with such difficulty each time. No one knows how painful my heart is, and I always present myself as strong in front of others.
Because I don't want anyone to see the truth deep inside my heart, I don't want others to know what kind of person I am. I want to hide what kind of person I truly am with my pretense, and living under a fake mask might bring me a different life."
