It's not that I like staying up all night until dawn; it's just that I have a heart full of sorrows but can't express them!
This is what he needs most in life as an elder; this is the best way to repay an elder. He wants to know what he should do to make this matter extraordinary, to make the memories last forever in the family's minds.
"Grandpa, it's rare for the family to be reunited, so let's not think about unhappy things. Just our family living in harmony is enough. This is the life you want, and it's the life I most want to protect. I've missed out on so much before, and now, I only want to make up for everything I missed in the past; life is truly difficult.
