I let go of your hand, as though in a winter where snowflakes are swirling in the sky, when I light a cigarette as a memento between us, I know the past will never return.
"Perhaps you find all this unbelievable, but do you know, when my tears have turned into raindrops, when I see couples smiling and laughing as they walk through the crowd on the street, do you know how much my heart aches? It was at that moment I realized, no matter what, I truly cannot forget him.
In my life, I've rarely done things that make me regret for a lifetime, but this time I truly regret it. My biggest regret is being with you and abandoning her. Do you know how painful this is for me?
