I have lived these years, each step has been difficult, and every day I've relied on my own efforts to get to where I am now. No matter what I've gone through, I've never shed a single tear of pain because I know crying is not the thing I should do. Crying doesn't bring any results!
If I had chosen to face the challenges before marriage rather than silently crying in the corner, would these dangers really have left me? Would I have avoided these difficulties? Not at all. Each time, the result is always so arduous. No one knows how much pain is in my heart; I always appear strong in front of others.
Because I don't want anyone to see the truth deep in my heart, I don't want others to know what kind of person I am. I want to hide behind my disguise, to live beneath a false mask. Only that way, maybe, will give me a different life."
