Zhang Yichen had never asked his family whether they ever felt regret about their lives. He didn't know where to begin such a question either. Perhaps everyone's past experiences were not entirely identical, but if he chose to ask, the outcome might differ greatly from what he had imagined. If he ever uttered the question, everything might slowly undergo a tremendous change. He could not allow each family member to endure such a blow or let those who had been the best to him bear repeated heartaches and suffering. He would rather bear all the disappointment alone than let others share his burdens.
Deep down, he understood how each decision he had made in the past had harmed his family. If he continued to be as selfish as before, he truly didn't know what purpose his life served. Was living in this world merely about causing his loved ones to be repeatedly hurt and disappointed by his choices?
