After Zhang Yichen learned that his wife disappeared, he felt as if he had fallen into an abyss he couldn't escape from. He couldn't make it all become the way he imagined in reality; he was scared, scared that his wife might really leave him like that.
He never thought about what he feared the most in the past, never considered what kind of person he would become in this lifetime. But now he realized everything he wanted.
He truly regrets not spending enough time with the woman he loves back then, which led her to this point of disappearance.
What he wants most deep down now is not money, not benefits, not his family, but for his wife to return to his side, for him to see a living her standing in front of him. If that day truly comes, he might be really happy, very happy. Maybe that day comes slowly, but he believes that one day he'll attain the most perfect.