"Child, you have never experienced the feeling of death looming over you. I'm scared, you know? Do you know how I've lived these years? I don't want that feeling to suffocate me again. I've really had enough of it. Maybe you think my thoughts are foolish and naive. If I had known it would end like this, I wouldn't have chosen to live this way. But doesn't everyone make mistakes? Do my mistakes mean I can never be forgiven? Must I endure others' insults and finger-pointing for the rest of my life?"
"I know you're filled with resentment towards me inside. I understand, but please, considering how hard I've tried not to live an ordinary life, think about my feelings too."
"I truly don't know how to tell you about how I felt during that time, but today I can share all my feelings with you."
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