"Dad, even if I choose to remember yesterday, seize today, and dream of tomorrow, what results do I ultimately achieve for myself? I've witnessed life and death in this world; I've seen through many people, again and again. Because of this decision, I've given everything, but in the end, it all amounts to nothing.
Can't you see that it's actually a deep pain in my heart? When you entrust your most trusted things to others time and again, when you offer all your trust repeatedly, and in return, all you receive is harm from others, can your heart still be happy and joyful as it is now? When you repeatedly find yourself in dire situations, with no one extending a hand to help you, when you face betrayal time and again without any means to retaliate, do you understand that pain and suffering?
