"Dad, I actually understand very well that being an honest child in this lifetime is really very difficult. Some people have paid a huge price to be honest children, but I also believe that as long as one is willing to be an honest person, then honesty will surely exist wherever and whenever, the meaning of a person's city you understand better than I do. Over the years, you have weathered much more storms and challenges than I have, but I never thought that one day I would walk down this path, do you understand? You said I shouldn't fall in love, indeed, in my journey of growth, if I choose love, then I can only fail miserably, completely broken, and in the end, I can only endure all the pain alone.