Gu Qingyuan wouldn't care about what others think of him, because the only person he cares about is Shen Biran.
If it weren't for Shen Biran, Gu Qingyuan wouldn't have done such dangerous things, and if it weren't for him, he might still not understand why he's with the Gu Family, going through things he absolutely doesn't want to experience.
Perhaps these things aren't that important to Gu Qingyuan, but the person he is now is no longer who he used to be.
If he could change all his thoughts now, that would naturally be the best.
But if these thoughts couldn't be changed, then he'd have to consider why the same things keep happening.
When these things become more and more troublesome, he no longer has the courage to continue like this.
He might still have some thoughts, but these thoughts will never affect his choices in the slightest.
After all, whatever he thinks now is the same. If he doesn't do so, he would naturally change his own thoughts.
