The place where Gu Xiaonuan can't forgive Shen Biran lies here, because she really did so much for Shen Biran, but now? All her sacrifices seem redundant.
Gu Xiaonuan won't admit that she was stimulated by Shen Biran. After all, she is her mother, and she still needs to maintain a mother-daughter relationship with Shen Biran.
So what if she's angry? Can mere anger make Gu Xiaonuan sever ties with Shen Biran and never want to see her again?
Even if Gu Xiaonuan is angry with Shen Biran, she can't ignore the fact that they are mother and daughter.
Though Shen Biran also has her faults, her intentions were good.
She wanted them to live safely, not be in danger all the time.
No matter how much Gu Xiaonuan says she wants to cut ties with Shen Biran, her heart doesn't truly think that way.
What Gu Xiaonuan hates most is this aspect of herself, because it shows she really has no principles.
