So hello, it's been quite a while (and I just recently went over my previous chapter about my return and realized it was a bit toxic, I apologize for that and let's say I may have been guided by my dominant emotions and did not speak well , I ended up deleting that chapter and hopefully that can be put aside for now as I'd like to refrain from speaking about my inexistent love life and would just like to spread some positivity out there) anyway belated Happy New Year everyone, even though it's probably the last day of January for 2026, hopefully everyone is surviving in whatever way they can as I am somewhat in that floating boat. I hoped for a great start this year but that didn't happen, as my current weight gain has been or I'll just say was actively pointed out and spoken about which made me develop this sort of weird behavior of sometimes loving my body when I look at myself in my house mirrors but then disliking my body weight, posture and just certain skin flaws I developed over the past years, probably because of how societal standards and views may have shaped my way of thinking, and it's alright, I definitely don't blame my teenage mind for that but I am working on that. I also haven't had the best luck with maintaining smooth relationships with friends and I'm reflecting upon that and trying to better myself slowly. Even with all these on my plate, I'd have to admit that my life is sort of boring and that may simply have to excuse my recent habit of binging Chinese short dramas on YouTube, I know and I honestly admit that the plot isn't structured perfectly as it sometimes lacks sense. Oh, and I definitely can't omit the drama( Author: that's certainly what we crave for)
Exactly, I just hope the writers haven't actually made it a standardized thing to use less IQ in planning and arranging plots and replacing that with loads of drama and maybe sometimes weird and unnecessary romance plots just for more views. But hey, who doesn't love some good drama at the end of the day. Hopefully, February does have a good start for everyone. I didn't really plan on saying anything exciting but I'm maturing gradually and I may not always be quite consistent with writing sometimes as I admit I'm definitely a lazy sloth but I'll try my best for those out there who are curious about this childish content or mysteriously come across it . I'm not going to waste more time with my nonsensical Gen Z or alpha statements like " six seven"( but honestly I feel I may be aging cause what does it mean logically as I'm pretty sure I may be ignorant at this point when it comes to current slangs but oh well..six seven it is) Anyway I'll close the curtains on this chapter, have a blessed day and take care! (^^)