[Capital City, Tamriel Kingdom.]
[Nerissa's POV.]
There were so many thoughts racing through my mind.
Thoughts that were enough to make my head burn from pain.
But… what was the point of thinking so much?
I have done what I should and there is nothing to change it.
…I have abandoned him.
'...'
Whenever I was sad, my father always used to say,
If the world feels like too much of a burden, come back home.
But what is a home to someone like me?
Whom should I call my home in this world?
My husband who is nothing but a murderous man, who is after my blood?
My son whom I have lost?
My daughter whom I have neglected all her life?
Or the son whom I chose to hate willingly?
'...'
The truth was… I don't have a home.
There was no one out there to whom I can return.
....And it was my fault, for I let it happen to myself.
'...'
The royal palace loomed over me as I kept on walking aimlessly.
I will pretend to help the elves like I always do.