Yes, she lied to Qianxun.
All these years, it wasn't the burden of many lives she carried that troubled her.
Growing up in the organization, she experienced too much, saw far more death than those instances could collapse her mentally.
It was because…
Every time he did something more for her, a new fear grew in her heart.
It was precisely because she stayed by his side for so many years that this constant fear deepened day and night.
She was afraid, very afraid.
Day and night, she lived in fear of being discovered by him.
It's indescribable… that inexplicable fear grew and spread in her heart until it consumed her completely.
She thought about leaving, the organization, Li Sinian, to find a small town in the countryside where she could hide and live.
However, whether it was the organization or Li Sinian, she couldn't escape them now.
