JASON
I storm out of the hallway into the one closest to me stomping with enough force to shatter the earth itself. Everyone was watching me as I turned the bend to the next hallway but I could care less what they thought or thw meaning of their varying expressions. I was completely livid and furious and I couldn't pinpoint the main reason I am from the numerous number of reasons I should be. I know a lot has happened to me recently and I should be more in control of my emotions but I have just had enough.
I walk past the woman at the desk and she greets me woth a smile and cheers but the moment she saw the look on my face her whole smile was replaced with a look of concern and confusion and I just didn't give a damn. She stands staring at me and I send her a glare that meant 'what are you staring at' . I use a telekinetic force to open the door a d don't even notice as the door falls of its hinges into the courtyard. The crash of the door seats splinters flying round but not even one touches me.
I storm past the courtyard, the main field and even the love garden as I headed for the most quiet place in the whole school. This was the only place no one could find me and where I could be totally alone. I really need that right now. As I storm towards my place of solitude thoughts begin to run through my brain from different directions. I know I shouldn't be this angry but I have felt off ever since I got here.
From the day of the choosing ceremony I have felt a little different, everything about me was heightened. Yeah it was awesome and so much when my senses and physical capacity heightened but it became less endearing when it affected my emotions and urges. I had stronger and deeper uncontrollable urges now and my emotions were quick to burst out. I felt everything on a deeper and danger level and it was becoming harder to control.
The fact that no one told me about this was making it worse. Come to think of it I don't think anyone even knows. Being the first manipulator in millenias everything about me and my powers was a mystery to the whole nation. No one even had an idea of what it feels like to be one. Unlike every other person I font have an handbook telling me what will happen and how to deal with it. I had to deal with it all by myself and as if that was not enough I also had to deal with them while bearing judgemental looks from everyone.
I have gotten used to the looks of admiration, love, respect and even reverence like a walking god but one I can't seem to get is the look of fear. Some people look at me like they already know what I can do and they are scared of how much power I wield. Seeing what I did today I think their fear is justified and well placed.
I know what I did to Vannesa Iis evil and demonic but I don't even feel a hint of remorse. The scariest thing is that when I was doing it to her I felt happy and fulfilled like I was doing what I loved. It was like the moment the foul words came out of her mouth it sparked the flames of my fury and something else just took over. Something darker and more cynical. It was like it was another part of me that was in charge and I could only just watch it but couldn't stop it.
The moment I felt the darkness u knew it wasn't normal. Using the words of SUAP it was demonic but I enjoyed seeing it torture Vannessa for all she said. I don't know how I did it till now but I knew exactly what I did to her. I was somehow drawing all the fear in the environment and pumping everything I to her at once. If a normal person is scared the brain is able to handle that but feeling and seeing the fear of over hundred persons at the same time was killing her brain.
I wasnt able to stop it because I wasn't in control of it. I have allowed my emotions to take over and they were acting rash and unreasonably. It was when I heard my name and saw the look on my team faces that my emotions balanced and I had control of my body. They all had horrific and terrified looks and it broke me in a way I can't explain. They are the only people I know here and seeing them scared of me just made me feel like a monster.
I never expected SUAP to start judging me afterwards. Seeing her judge me just me me angry again. To think it was the person who was using her powers to set her place in the power rank of the team a few hours ago. I just felt telly angry the someone like her could judge me for using my power to teach someone making fun of her a lesson. I don't know why everything in me was just trying to protect, defend and support her but that stops now.
I can't be doing all I can yo keep a civil relationship with her and them she turns around and starts judging me for something I have no control over whatsoever. I know she hates me nut she was the only person I could be around and not feel like a golden celebrity. Now I just hate her the more. She is so self absorbed and self righteous she believes actions are only right when she is the doer but anything else is irresponsibility.
I finally arrive at the quiet place and fall on the ground. Fuck all of them and their judgement. None of them can or will even understand how it feels to be me right now and I don't expect them to. Frustrated I look up yo the sky and scream at my highest voice. I was letting out both the pent of frustration and energy in my system and the power that came with it was mindblowing.
I was so frustrated and pissed that u screamed my anger into the air. I open my eyes and fall flat on the floor. The grass that I could feel under my feet was nowhere to be found anymore. In place of it was a hard earth full of ashes. I don't understand what led to the sudden change but I didn't care. I lay on the ashes as it is and just continue to take deep breath to steady my heartbeat and breathing.
As i was doing that the school ground was repairing itself. It was so unnatural and eery but also very beautiful and breathtaking how everything in the school grows back in unnatural speed and size. I could feel the floor began to change texture from hard to soft comfortable grass. This grass was longer and smelt more beautiful than the former. I don't know why but there was just this soothing and easing aura in the school environment that just washes all your worries off. Trust me it just did that to me.
I was basking in the silence and solace this place brought me and the ease being around nature itself gave to me and it felt heavenly. I have not felt this level of peace since I arrived. I would have to make conscious effort to make use of this place more in future times.
There was a slight rustling of the leaves. Though it was faint like the person was trying to remain unnoticed it was enough to set me on guard. I won't allow anything come and ruin my chance at peace for now. I get up with a start and turn towards the forest. At first I couldn't see anything but later on I began to see a silhouette of something. At first I couldn't place what it was exactly but it felt like I have known the figure all my life. The figure walks out of the forest into my space and it was out of this world.
It was a creature that looked so unnatural and still stood so regal and respendient in beauty. It was just beyond words the way the creature looked. It looked like a normal wolf but it wasnt normal. On all fours it was standing at least 5'8 feet tall. It had golden fur with black tail. It had a flaming ear, a river sign on his sides, brownish green nose with a rocklike back and even his nails were white. His irises were very dark purple and reflected multiple shades at the same time. The creature was gigantious and a little scary but it was also very breathtaking.
"Would you stop ogling it's getting weird" a voice says in my head and I stagger back. That is impossible right?
"Who said that?" I shout into the air looking round for any sign of life and I feel the voice mentally face-palm.
"Typical humans. Idiots to the core" the voice says again and I look at the creature this time.
"That is mpossible animals can't speak" I say looking at the creature whose mouth was not moving at all.
"Yeah they can't but I don't think I look anyway like an animal, do I?" The voice says again and I was starting to go crazy.
"This is just me hallucinating or dreaming. I will wake up soon and everything will be back to normal." I mutter to myself and pinch myself hard. I feel the pain and groan "ouch" the creature laughs so hard it falls on its stomach.
"I thought human were dumb bit you seem to be on another level of stupid" the voice says still laughing and I glare at the creatures.
"It is just too impossible for me to be speaking to a creature" I reply and the creature laughs again.
"You can control the energy in the environment by using crystals and you think speaking animals is impossible. You really have a very shallow mind" it says and it made sense somehow. Everything about me and my life has become unnatural what makes a talking wolf new.
"Okay if I am to believe you can speak why have I not heard anything about you from anybody or read it in any book I have read?" I ask and it shakes its head.
"That is simple, it's because i don't exist to the human world. To them I'm a myth" he says and I was a little confused and seeing the confusion on my face it continues "I'm a magical beast and to most humans they only talk of us in their mythologies because we have been in hiding for centuries and we will remain the same forever" it says and that explains it a little.
"So why did you come out to me when you are trying to remain invisible to the natural world?" I ask and it had a look of contemplation for a while before speaking.
"I felt your power surge and knew you were the one" it says and I scoff
"The one for what exactly?" I ask and he groans before speaking
"Well centuries ago when we were going into hiding my father's partner told my father that a child of his descent more powerful than him will be born and by his power I shall know him. He said he will be my partner.
"Your partner?" I ask and he nods his head.
"Yes long ago magical beasts had channelers and manipulators as partners. They were linked both mentally and physically and they had enormous power together." He says and I was surprised I have never seen or read anything like this in any of my studies nor has anyone said it to me. I have been here for weeks and I never heard of a different species of creatures. There really is a lot I don't know about this world.
"Someone is coming I have to go, meet me here at midnight we will talk better" it says in a haste and turns disappearing into the forest. I try to speak to just get its name but it was gone before I could utter a word. Men that creature is fast. Now who is coming exactly?