It hurt, every muscle in my body hurt. Even those muscles about which existence, I had no idea, hurt me too.
Tod was a monster. I lost count of how many times we did it. He kept me awake all night. In the end I begged him to stop yet he kept going about it like crazy. He was rumbling how hot and wonderful I am, how he loved me and dreamed about me but he didn't stop.
I don't know when I have fallen asleep and as I woke up the sun was way past midday. I was thirsty and hungry so I decided to get up. That was also when I learned that every fiber of my body aches. I wanted to curse when the door opened. Tod came in, seeing me sitting on the bed he immediately smiled brightly.
"Baby, you are finally awake." He approached me and gave me a peck on my forehead and sat next to me.
"I started to worry a bit that something might be wrong with you." His arm slid round my waist. "Are you alright?"
He looked so innocent with those big blue eyes. For a moment I was speechless.
"You monster." I finally responded. "I told you to stop but you didn't listen."
"Oh Kian how could I stop when you were so hot inside and your hole was sucking me in like crazy."
My eyes went round. That was a new trait of Tod. He loved talking dirty things in bed. Like all the time.
"I will try to restrain myself next time but it is so hard." He was nuzzling his face close to my neck.
"I have been waiting for you for such a long time. I had to endure a lot knowing my father was with you every night. I even once listened at the door how you two were doing it. It was tormenting me at night for a long time. Now finally all my dreams came true. You are here with me. You are mine and I can't get enough of you."
I didn't know what I was supposed to say. I just looked at him in disbelief. The Tod I knew was rather quiet and didn't talk much. Now his mouth didn't shut. He was apologizing with a sad expression and then in an instant smiled brightly trying to kiss me.
"I want to take a bath." I decided to get away from Tod.
"Sure the bath is ready, I told the servants to prepare it and check the temperature so it won't get cold. I'll take you there."
Before I said anything he lifted me.
"Tod, I can walk on my own." I protested.
"It's fine baby. I will take care of you."
He did. He washed my hair, scrubbed my whole body and helped me to dry. He carried me back to bed and as we came back food was already waiting for us.
I have never been that spoiled. Tod even wanted to feed me. He would gladly make me sit on his lap. It was insane, I knew he was clingy but that was too much. I felt suffocating under so much care.
"Hmm, Tod, I know you fancy me but I think we need to clear something. I'm a fully grown man capable of doing everything on my own."
"I know that honey but now that you are mine, I want to play with you just as I imagined that." Tod smiled and kissed me lightly.
The expression play with was ringing in my head making me lost for words. Tod continued kissing me as his hands were touching my waist and then slid lower.
"Tod, no. Stop." I was trying to push him away.
"Don't deny me Kian." He whispered between kisses.
Knowing what he is capable of, I decided to drop all my pride.
"I'm swollen, it hurts down there." I said it out loud.
Tod looked at me and then whisked me out of the robe I was wearing. He spread my legs and looked carefully between my legs. I was so ashamed that I only covered my face.
"Yes it is a bit red. Fine, we can pleasure each other with our mouths." He smiled looking back at me.
The next day I knew why he said we were going to visit the city in two days. I was tired and Tod was practically holding me busy in bed for two days straight. I had to beg him using any charming methods I knew to convince him to leave the bedroom.
"Hmm, Tod I need some clothes." I noticed when he finally agreed to go out,
"Your clothes are here, " he opened the other door and I saw a spacious walk-in closet. There were clothes fit for many different occasions. Most of them had some sparkling, golden or silver elements. Some things simply never change. One thought struck me though, when did he manage to prepare it? I know clothes making needs time, weeks or even months. There were many brand new clothes here, he must have prepared long before Lorcan died. Somehow that thought made me feel shivers all over my body.
I was dressing while my thoughts were busy with Tod and his obsession about me. Did he truly hoped to win that competition and that his father would give me to him?
"Tod, when did you prepare all those clothes?" I decided to ask him directly.
"Not sure, half a year ago or so." Tod was sitting leisurely watching me getting dressed.
I looked at him in surprise, lost for words.
"I always knew I will have you." Tod smiled back at me and all I could think about him was one word. Lunatic.
The city was amazing, after spending so much time Lorcan in his desolated fortress I decided to enjoy my new life here. Tod took me to the harbour and showed me two of his ships. One of them just came from a voyage and was being unloaded. The men were busy running back and forth with heavy sacks or chests. I closed my eyes for a moment and breathed the air. It was mixed with both pleasant and stinky smells coming from the sea, the cargo and other people. Yet I felt somehow satisfied and kind of happy.
"Come Kian, I will show you our office."