How could he accept this? This feeling of wanting to care for someone only for them not to be there—anyone would feel heartache over it!
Seeing Nangong Yi like this, Cai Wei also felt deep remorse. Although I didn't kill Bouren, Bouren died because of me. Had I known Li Kaifeng would target Empress Dowager Mo and Zhao Yue earlier, I wouldn't have given in to compassion, advising Nangong Yi to spare his life. If back then Nangong Yi had killed him, the Empress Dowager and Zhao Yue would not have faced such disaster. They would still be alive and well now!
Cai Wei, feeling guilty in her heart, voiced her thoughts: "Alas, if it weren't for my feminine compassion back then, advising you to spare his life, these disasters wouldn't have happened. The Empress Dowager and Zhao Yue would definitely still be alive and well..."
