..."He initially thought losing Miaomiao would be his greatest pain, but it wasn't,
He then thought losing Qingyi would be his greatest pain, but hatred kept him going,
He ultimately thought Manman's suicide left him living in a daze for eighteen years with her remains; this was probably his greatest pain in life.
Moreover, people have a self-destructive mind, searching for deeper pain while already in agony, but he wondered, she had already left so cruelly, what could hurt him more.
But at this moment, he felt the greatest pain in this world might just be this—
He thought, if she still remembered him, still loved him or even hated him, maybe he wouldn't be this hurt.
But the fact was, she no longer recognized him, had nothing to do with him, Muo Huangnian; he was just a lovelorn outsider.
Her love, her hate, her sadness and joy, her daily life would no longer be related to him.
The cruelest revenge isn't a dagger and bloodshed, a life-or-death struggle.
