It's been weeks since I last saw him And I've been training as well..he assigned guards to spar with me the moment he found out that I was training myself again.
And that was definitely a good option but I haven't seen in during dinner or lunch or breakfast. He's avoiding me I can feel this
"See you tomorrow partner!" I wave goodbye to my sparing partner.
Jogging to my room I intend to take a long bathe and then march to the big bad king's chamber. Well I think I shouldn't since he's here already feasting on my strawberries
"Don't!!" That's mine you bad king!" I said that too loud before I realized shouting at the royal highness isn't allowed
"I'm sorry!" I quickly apologize! Not after cursing him in my heart...His face looks pale and dull. It doesn't carry the aura and anger has before.
What happened to him?He came close, pulling me in for a tight warm embrace, resting his head on my neck, sniffing me softly Honestly, I like that.
His scent filled my nose too. So warm to inhale. I unconsciously lean in for more forgetting the fact that I was sweating a minute ago I pushed him slowly away
"Let me take a shower okay? I'm sweaty!" He nodded and I can tell he wants to tell me something I stepped into the shower, rumbling quick and clean as I could.
I was wise enough to have taken spare clothes and some clean underwears. It would have been embarrassing for him to see me like this
."I change quickly as I can! So... what's going on with you?" Blame it on my curiosity... I just want to know
"Sit with me!" Patting the space beside him I sat. He lean on me... slowly resting his head on my lap.
I subconsciously begin to play with his hair which gave him a chuckle. He placed my hand back on his hair after I remove it
"How have you been?" He seemingly asked after a whole round of playing with his hair...his eyes closing and opening again.
Now I can see those eye bags under his eyes Quite heavy!
"Training is going well. The guard you gave me is really good. And I've taken my archery class back. It's been fun so far. Thank you!" Show appreciation where it is due..!
"So fun you won't want to go back home?" ....home! I haven't thought of it in awhile
"I don't have a family I can call home... except my father. He's really worried I'm sure! I need to see him and make him happy again. I don't want to lose anybody anymore!" The truth might actually set me free sooner than I imagined
"Tell me about your childhood!" His strange request suddenly made my eyes moist. Childhood filled with deception and lies
"Well...it was a rough one. I spent all my life in the inner court leading my life to fit my step father's expectations.
Not to brag but I've always been good at what I do. Political meeting, alliance and the rest were my very strong suit because that's what he likes.
I was the only child then aiming for the throne,a better kingdom until my sister was born. My step father was angered he abandoned my sister and my mother.
Then I found out I was a bastard child... nothing made me feel disgusted more knowing that I lived my life daily for him. I raised my sister to be the queen but then she got replaced after she was killed by a monster. Life wasn't the same anymore. Growing was like a challenge and surviving was like victory."Going further will really kill me... I thought I was strong but I wasn't
"Which kingdom is that?" .....is that the only thing he's focused about? He's neither comforting.. just enjoying his hair being played with.
"Anthill! My sister fought with her life for that wretched kingdom. It didn't take long till she was replaced by bastards!" ..... remembering that day really pierced my heart and soul
"Bastards...why...and how?" Now he's concerned... idiot
"I guess he had them long ago.. they're quite older than I am.. just a bit though. They're twins by the way!"
"Humm... I'm definitely going to make him sorry for doing that. And that tragedy... just see it as a nightmare, you're awake now! Start the rest of your life anew....anew with me!"
Should I call this comforting because I'm beginning to feel tears dancing through my eyes Oh it dropped!His face coming closer to mine and soon our lips touch Such magnetic feeling pulled me in for more as I wrapped my hands around his neck.
Such heavenly taste..quite irresistible if you ask me. Soon we wraped out.. simply staring at each other's eyes
"I'll let you go see your father three days from now.. but will you come back to me?" His eyes never glowed this calm before...and for the first time I see how much he wants me..not lust... but strong desire I don't know what to call it because it's definitely not what I think it is
Unbelievably....
"Yes... I'll come back." He search my eyes to see if I'm lying The reigniting of our lips gave him the confirmation that I'm not lying. Why will I go back? The answer I'll have to find myself.
Have you heard of bodies colliding in perfect sync..
That's what it is right now. I've never gone this far neither have I taken the try to. But my eyes feasting on what's before me is tremendous. Heavenly built arms and chest. I can say the same for him as he stared deeply
"In as much as I want this badly... I won't do this until your heart is completely with me. I won't make you confused or hate our first time together. It's going to be something memorable and amazing. This I promise you Violet!"
Sealing his promise with a kiss,we cradle with arms together as a sudden sleep took over us.