For days now,his words still echoes deeply in my mind. I can't simply sleep it off. His woman? I don't want to be his woman! I want my life back... besides I don't love him! Wait a minute....? Love?
What's going on with me...? When did I start to think about love? Didn't I say I'll take my training seriously?But the big dark king didn't let me step out. According to him I haven't recovered yet.
What a joker He takes care of him after making me suffer three days in there. Oh... I just remembered we're going out!I have to get dressed before he gets here angry again. The cold water running through my body.. this always feel better.
The sweet treatment is getting consistent but I don't have to be so hopeful and womanly now!I've noticed the bad king...his aura and eyes when he gets angry is getting familiar every single day. I can't just put my finger on it.
Speaking of familiar, I don't know how Zainrald is doing now? Probably he's dead. How did he get here exactly? How's Zealot and Anthill? Why do I care anyway..?
"You're done?" After series of hair brushing I finally heard his voice. Thank heavens he's not angry today as usual
"Do you mind calming down and not getting angry?" I pitched in at least for my personal safety. It's not going to be nice if he gets angry and snaps my head off.
"Alright...as long as I don't see anything or anyone that would make me angry?" He grunts like a kid who's making a fuss
"How is that possible? Well let's go..!" We held hands as we walk towards to horses. We've been holding hands lately,and the bad king hands is so warm and soft.
And the important rule of going out with a bad king is not to ask where you're going even if he going to have you killed somewhere, just play the excited and surprised victim.
"Can you ride?" I've missed riding horses myself
"Yes I can!" His smirk is evil and I'm sure he's up to no good
"Ride me then!" That word sounds off but who am I to refuse.His grip on my waist was perfect,like it was made for him...we rode down the street, people bowing and greeting us. Taking charge of the horse from behind he rode us to the bushes. And like I said no questions asked
"I didn't know you trust me so much?" Sacrificial lamb refuse to talk is the motto of the day but then again he won't hurt his so called aspiring partner or woman?
I'm so messed up right now.I can't believe what's running through my own head. I deserve a slap
"I won't hurt my own woman...!" He uttered making me speechless not surprised but can I really accept it. He chuckled behind me and I know he just read my thoughts
"How can you read thoughts?" I calmly asked even if I shouldn't
"Supernatural powers!" He surprisingly answer...that was the cue I need
"How did you get these supernatural powers that makes your eyes glowing?" I need answers to what I've seen...
"I was born with it. The powers manifest when I was ten. No more questions Letty!" ....this bad king is no fun at all. How can he burst my question bubble like that. No fair!We finally came to a stop
"Wow!" It was a beautiful garden,with amazing roses and flowers. It reminds me of my garden back in Anthill.
They were always blooming and enticing. They were the only good memories I had back then...aside from having my sister by my side.
"So you can cry?" His hands wiping my tears made me realize how much have fallen.
"Shut up!... I'm sorry!" Shouting at him can be consequencial
"It's fine...do you want to talk about it?" He tried to be comforting... but I shouldn't let my guard down around him. For some odd reason he's getting familiar and I won't let it down like that
"No.. let's explore the place!" The garden is very enormous and so endowed with beautiful flowers.
One that remind me of my sister "I named my sister after a flower I once brewed. She was so innocent and beautiful just like this flower. Always ready to fly overcoming the strongest wind. But just like the dandelion she flew away with one swift breeze never to be see again" my voice slimed from the tears that are dying to drop...
And one touch from him made me release all the tears...I've missed my little girl so much... I can't see her or touch her or hug her anymore.
She's gone all because of that bastard!Zatan pulled me in as I cried more. I released myself from his grip, staring into his eyes he look more familiar but unclear now
"Have we met before... you're getting familiar as the day goes by?" I had to tell him,my staring was getting obvious making him raise a eye brow.
He wanted to say something but suddenly snap out to space or wherever... his eyes no longer glow as they stare at me too deeply, staring at my soul
"Zatan!" I cried out as his grip tighten...his nails digging into my flesh.
"Zatan!" This time was loud...he snaps out in fear
"I'm so sorry.... I'm so sorry... let's go back!" He didn't let me say bad king complete as we rode on the horse faster than we came. I could have sworn my belly is in tears right now.
Getting to the palace wasn't a relaxing moment. He took me to my room,tend to my wounds and left without a word. What could have happened to him?
Did he see the vision of the future?Or a prophesy about the downfall of the big bad king What am I doing...?Quit joking around Letty... Letty...? This is crazy!I'm finally accepting that dumb name!Why do I feel worried by the way?