From another perspective, Bei Yun could be considered a contributor. During the time she was captured by Bei Yun, she found herself unable to sleep countless nights as she thought about Tong Sanlang.
Yes, she had entertained the idea of using death to take revenge on Tong Sanlang, but that was born from her despair. It was her reaction after realizing Tong Sanlang didn't come to save her immediately—it was a thought fueled by vengeance.
She was an extreme person by nature, and such thoughts of revenge in the face of despair were entirely normal.
But once she calmed down, she had to admit to herself—she couldn't stop wanting him. She simply couldn't summon enough defiance to throw him aside and never think of him again.
One can't deceive oneself.
She missed him, missed him so intensely she could accept reality—she could forgive him for placing her only in third or even fourth priority.
