Hae-Min noticed it first in the smallest way.
Not pain.
Not weakness.
Just hesitation.
He was tying his boots when it happened, the lace slipping through his fingers twice before he managed to knot it. He stared at his hands, flexed them once, then laughed under his breath.
Too much training, he told himself.
Too many nights without proper sleep.
Athletes learned early not to panic at discomfort. The body complained all the time. You learned which complaints to ignore.
Still, as he stood, there was a moment, barely a second, where his left leg didn't respond the way he expected. It wasn't dramatic. It didn't buckle. It just… lagged, like a delayed echo.
He shook it out and moved on.
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Across the city, Seon-Woo's life was quietly rearranging itself.
Not suddenly. Not magically.
Just steadily.
His mornings were no longer heavy. He woke with intention now, not dread. His small workspace smelled faintly of metal polish and coffee. Sketches filled the walls, rings, pendants, imperfect ideas growing braver with each attempt.
He worked with patience, learning to trust his hands again.
Some days he failed entirely. Some days he created something that made him pause and think, This could last.
His mother watched him from the doorway once, hands folded, eyes soft.
"You look lighter," she said.
"I am," he replied honestly.
Not because the past had loosened its grip, but because he was no longer measuring himself against it.
At night, he thought less about Ha-Yoon and more about the future. Not romance. Just possibility. The shape of who he might become.
He wrote it down once, quietly, in the margin of a sketchbook
'I'm not running away anymore.'
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Hae-Min felt it again during training.
A stumble.
Small. Embarrassingly small.
The ball rolled past him, and his foot didn't pivot in time. His teammate laughed, tossed him the ball again.
"Off day?"
"Yeah," Hae-Min replied easily. "Guess so."
But later, alone in the locker room, he sat longer than usual. His muscles felt wrong, not sore, not injured. Just unfamiliar. Like something had shifted its place without telling him.
He pressed his palm against his thigh, grounding himself.
You're fine, he told himself.
You've always been fine.
At home, Ye-Joon climbed into his lap with a book. Hae-Min read aloud, voice steady, while his leg tingled faintly beneath the weight of his son.
Ha-Yoon watched them from the doorway.
She saw the way his jaw tightened briefly before he adjusted Ye-Joon's position. The way he hid it with a smile.
She said nothing.
Love sometimes meant trusting the silence someone chose.
The match day arrived bright and loud.
The stadium roared, familiar and intoxicating. Hae-Min stood at the center of it, adrenaline masking everything else. The crowd blurred into sound and color. This, this was his body's language. Movement. Control. Precision.
The first half went smoothly.
Then, mid-run, it happened.
His leg gave out.
Not a collapse, just enough to send him stumbling forward, hands hitting the ground as the crowd gasped sharply. For one horrifying second, his body didn't answer him.
Then it did.
He stood up immediately, waving off concern, laughing.
"I slipped," he called out.
The referee hesitated. The coach shouted his name. The audience murmured.
Hae-Min jogged back into position, forcing rhythm into his steps, forcing trust into muscles that suddenly felt unreliable.
He played the rest of the match on instinct alone.
Afterward, in the locker room, his hands shook as he unlaced his boots.
No one noticed.
He sat there long after everyone left.
This time, he didn't laugh.
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That night, Seon-Woo received an email.
Not praise. Not applause.
Just confirmation. Another step forward. Another opportunity to learn, to build, to become.
He closed his laptop and leaned back, staring at the ceiling.
For the first time in years, the future didn't feel like something chasing him.
It felt like something waiting.
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Hae-Min stood in the bathroom later, gripping the sink, testing his leg carefully. Slowly. Quietly.
"Not now," he whispered.
The mirror reflected a man still strong, still smiling, still whole.
But the body remembers before the mind does.
And somewhere deep inside him, a knowing had begun.