October 27th (Tuesday, suitable for alliance, unsuitable for blessing)
Class.
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The thing I feared the most has finally happened, damn Daily Horn Newspaper, I don't know whether to praise their keen insight or criticize them for meddling. Does it really matter who Su Shijun's husband is?
Why doesn't anyone trouble that Big Fox!
They only like to pick on the weak.
Suicide is never an option, in this lifetime suicide is impossible. Being killed is undesirable. So I'll just have to sneak around and hide, surviving through this period before considering anything else.
The world is so colorful and rich, I absolutely love being alive!
Xin Fat Man advised that I suspend my studies, saying the school's absence of me is crucial for everyone. Dylan doesn't recommend turning into a Zombie, insisting that Vampire bloodline is nobler. Doctor merely adjusts his glasses.
But I still want to struggle a bit more as a living person.
