"Yingying, when a tree grows big its branches spread. That's only natural. I'm really glad you're always thinking about me, but I truly have no interest in those things. Putting them in my hands will only hold you all back. As for me, as long as I do my current job well, it's enough for my food, clothes and daily needs. I can support myself." Nangong Susu didn't want to say more; instead she was thinking about how to do even better.
No one knew about the knot in her heart, so she didn't want to bring her emotions back home.
The house might not be peaceful, but it was still a harbor, and when she was in a good mood she did want to go back and have a look.
So, for the sake of peace at home, she wasn't going to go back. Her own job was enough for her, there was no need to go back and add pointless trouble.
