here i am back here again after a year. So i did not get even pass the jee main. Now studying in 69 tier college after a drop year. Second semester has started. Dunno what is happening more. Feels like everything is a mess. First semester kind of went below average from my perspective. As thee end of last year was surrounded by lot of assignments and tests. I thought 2023 was a worst year, but really 2024 was really a year that was break me mentally and physically.
i remember last year i had trouble swallowing food. It persisted for a whole month. if i tried to eat more than a limit i would vomit. My eating was reduced to half then. Visited hospitals a lot. then after a month i started feeling pain above my thighs near my back i guess the hip joint. In a week i was not able to walk on my own. getting up sitting sleeping all were the things i did in hard mode.
Visiting the doctors was a pain. the doctors pissed me off more they were doing thousands of test and giving me handfull of medicines without even knowing what it was. We changed doctors, he told for MRI and nothing unusual in the report. The medicines were just painkillers nothing worked for a longer period of time. He also told me not to exercise or put stress on my body. it was already hurting me to exercise so at that time it was great justification to skip it.
Went to different doctor in march end, gave me some medicines and recommended physiotherapy. It kind of worked, then the rest