Usually, in this space, she feels joy and happiness. Sometimes she and Qin Yize secretly come in to drink tea and chat, whispering softly, sometimes bringing the two children in while they sleep.
But now, this space makes her feel particularly oppressed.
Currently, her soul offers no guidance, unable to tell her how to return to her own world and restore everything to its normal state.
Gazing into a corner of the space, Gu Qiaoqiao thinks to herself, perhaps she should be seeing the family members who are still alive by now?
That world is so wonderful; her family is all there, the sunlight is bright, she and Ah Ze have two children, living a happy and beautiful life.
Will she ever return?
This world is filled with sorrow and pain, why would she come back?
If life could start over, if she hadn't had these experiences, she thinks she would still choose death—not for lack of courage to live on, but because living is painful and tormenting for her.
