Jiang Yi nodded.
Zhang Jianjun continued, "Later, the dosage of the drug started to increase. Before, I needed just one injection a day, but gradually I needed two injections, or even three a day... Every time after an injection, my reactions were different. Sometimes I would fall asleep, sometimes I would hallucinate, sometimes headaches drove me to self-harm. Gradually, I began having memory lapses, not knowing where I was each day or what I'd experienced, like a walking corpse…"
"I've had moments of breakdown too, where I wanted to die. Dying would have been the end of it all, quiet for everyone. But strangely, they didn't seem to want me dead—they wanted me insane, to forget everything from before, to become a mentally ill person incapable of living independently."
