Warning: R-18. The stomach-tumbling kind. Sorry! I feel like it would be better to show than tell if I wanted to express certain women's ambitions, esp. since they'd play bigger roles in the future.
I'll put the summary attached to this sentence.
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Sandra tried her best not to puke just by the feeling of his slimy hands all over her, her stomach doing backflips every single second.
He even licked her mouth with his disgusting tongue, trying to enter her mouth. His disgusting hands held on to her waist, rubbing her body against his!
However, as much as she disliked it, she parted her mouth in the end, opening it, allowing it in anyway. He wondered if he could taste the bile creeping up.
She felt complicated. She wanted him to, so he'd be disgusted with her, but she also needed a place next to him.
Sadra's adventure over the past several months was very eventful.