Rowan rested for a while, even for him, the pain of losing a part of your soul permanently was severe. He had lost a part of his soul but for him this loss was acceptable, because he could grow his soul faster and better than anyone else, and Rowan suspected that it would not matter how much he ended up damaging his soul, if he could evolve his dimensional soul as he just did his flesh, then he could rebuild his soul back from nothing.
Not everyone was like him. From a mortal, he had been able to ascend to a god, an Empyrean, a Celestial Creator, a Nascent Primordial, a dimension, and now he was an Apex Omniversal Titan whose evolution was still ongoing, who was slowly becoming a Reality.