Rowan's dimensional soul neared reality, and his timing was correct, about now, his dimensional flesh was about to meet with Seed, and not long after, Maeve would be killed.
Even though he tried not to think about it, not interfering in what was to come was difficult. All his plans, everything that he had achieved, and his present state would be lost if he could not access the Memory of Primordial Life.
Just because he knew the direction the future was going to take did not mean he would be able to change it, he did not have that power, not yet, what had happened was so monumental, reaching across countless dimensions and affecting the benefits of so many powerful individuals including the Primordials that Rowan could not bear the weight of changing the future, he could only endure.
If there was ever a day in the future that he could bear the weight of changing the past even when it involved Primordials, Rowan wondered if he would even be free by then.
