She wanted to shed tears, but what fell were drops of fresh blood.
"Drip, drop..."
"I... have already... lost..."
"I just... fulfilled... my responsibility... that's all..."
But the more she spoke, the more her voice trembled, quieter and quieter, until all that was left was sobbing.
She just couldn't understand, because from the day everything was stripped away from her, she believed that winning or losing decided everything, that triumph and defeat were just like that...
So she used schemes to strive for victory, to get what she wanted...
But if it were truly like that, then why, when she was betrayed by her brother and father and her eyes were taken away, even though she had lost, did she feel so desperate and heartbroken?
But if it were truly like that, then why, when she had clearly won at Saint Nali, did she still let Fisher go?
But if it were truly like that, why, now that she had lost completely, was she still moved by her own people?
