" Did you see how he was on the floor rolling like a dog?" i said " no, i didn't see because you didn't change a thing, i still remember how i was the only one in pain, i was the only victim in there , i was awake but i couldn't move not even speak , because he drugged me somehow, but as i heard him laughing on top of me i regretted not hitting him with a chandelier, i should have killed him when i had the chance before," , i felt tears in my eyes, i tried to stop what happened forgetting about her feelings . i can't stop a crime that already has victims. but i still want to fullfil the victim's wants , it's just a memory but it still have left a deep scar on her ,i held her hand for the last time , i waited until he came close to the bed and i went in her body , i got up and started hitting him , i held a vase and broke it on his head, blood was everywhere, i got out of her body and i could swear i saw a smirk on her face looking at him on the floor.
as soon as I woke up from the vision my sister held my shoulder and said," i don't remember a thing about what happened, did you erase it or did you steal it,"
" finally, neither, i read somewhere, there are certain feeling that keeps you from forgetting a hurtful memory like anger, shame and regret, i helped you let go of that feeling ,you forgot it on your own..." those were the last words out of my mouth as i slept like a baby .
i woke up to see Lia sleeping next to me, such an angel, i got up and got her back to her room , she must have woke up in midnight and came to me, i went back to my sister's room, i got in and i woke her up ,and the first words out of her mouth were this, " oh! it's you, what is wrong?" ," go watch you face, we still have a lot to talk about, i wasn't done yesterday, " i said as i grabbed her out of the bed and pushed her to the bathroom, i sat on the bed and said," get the hell out of my sister's room," " i told her it's not gonna work, but how did you find out about me being under the bed?" Steve said after he crawled out," she isn't the brightest actress when it comes to fake sleeping, and you have a horrible smell, like I'm not even joking, it stinks," i answered, he looked pissed but left, my sister came back seconds after, " what is there to talk about? you already discovered your power, even though I still don't know what you did yesterday, you just need to practice, don't go all hard on your self and faint, you're a lot harder to lift than before," she said as she sat on the bed," the power thing wasn't my problem then, it was the marriage that bothered me," i said," oh right! could you remind me how did he proposed again?" ," well he didn't, a week ago we....., well I made a promise to marry him if he saves my babies within a week..." i answered her question," and a week later your kids are back in your arms." she said," do you see my problem?" ," yah, don't make a promise unless you will do it," i pushed her with my foot off the bed," didn't know you're too sensitive! i still don't see the problem, you love him despite him being a killer, he saved your kids in week which is a miracle by the way, and i still can't believe he did so , it was all for you, and please don't forget he's a really rich man , the archduke, can you imagine how wealthy that title is?" she said getting up," i know , he's such a sweet....."," well that's a bad sign, calling the man you love sweet when he's not around, are you having second thoughts? more than just cold feet?" she interrupted, but she's not wrong, i stayed silent as i looked down " are you actually? damn, is it because of your power, you know he killed before but you're scared of seeing it with your eyes, aren't you? " she said surprised, she was sarcastic before and now she got so serious," that's one of the reasons but i scared I'm gonna lose my kids again, i just got them back i can't stand living in a new other contient, i want to see my kids grow, go to the academy, have fine and partying like i did, but it will hurt me to keep Rio caged in a weird place, he could act like it's fine, but he hates it here, he's a winter man, and the kids they don't stand Rio , not a bit, i don't want to force him on them , it shatters me apart, what do i do?" i complained none stop