the cloud get down in front of them then it vanished, ceci came running as she hugged me , Sidar stood there, please tell me he didn't forget me, " baby? do remember mama?" i asked so scared of the answer, he approached me saying," i could never, not if i even want to, i won't forget you," he hugged me too, i held his face but i saw a vision, he was walking in a desert, he was in total pain, but he kept mumbling something, i listened closely to find that he was repeating my name, somehow, i think he knew he was gonna lose his memory so he did that to never forget me, i woke up from the vision, i don't know what those visions are but i sure they're real, i saw his eyes , an unusual color but it's still my baby's eyes looking so worried at me, i kissed his forehead, ceci and Emy pushed him away from me, that brings a load of sweet memories from the past, only Hidar is left ," sweetie ,could we go now, we only have one day left and a kid to save," Rio said as the kids glared at him, it was funny , i giggled saying," oh, no need, he's here," they all looked confused, i would have been too if not for that feeling, i ran quickly to the edge of the clif and jumped, all i could see was their horrified faces as they ran desperately to save me, on this very island, my life was in danger twice, and magically i was save by a wind, i know for sure my baby is here , he's probably using magic to be invisible, but he's here, i couldn't have told them i was gonna put my life in danger on purpose just to make him show up, they would prevented me from doing so , i thought as i felt the same wind around me but this time i held it tightly, we got back to the others, i couldn't let go of him," Hidar Everest Lily! you better show yourself right now before i crack your head wide open!" i shouted loud enough that the whole island could've heard me, Marquis Everest is the twins father, but Lily is my last name, the kids looked surprised, Rio looked proud, i looked in front of me to see a bright light and as soon as that light was off, my baby shows up, he got so old, he's taller than his mama now, i started hitting him with my fist, i was so pissed, then i started crying, it got so overwhelming , all the kids hugged me , Ceci and Hidar were pushing each other, i tried to stop them, but i had a vision, it was about ceci , they have put her in a cell, as they put chains on her like a dog, she looked so tired, she looked like she was feed up with the unbearable torture she want it just to be done, her eyes looked dead for a moment, i got so scared i held her cheek, but then i found myself in the darkest room ever, it looked exactly like my old room in my sister's palace, Hidar came to the balcony, he got in the room ,he looked so nervous, my cute baby , he was walking in circles, but then the door opened, it was me , fuck! no, please don't tell me he saw that, please, he can't, it will break him into pieces, i didn't mean to do so, i was out of my mind, i just got so low because i couldn't bare the pain, no he couldn't have seen that, i stood in front of him trying to cover his eyes, but all i could see in those shiny innocent eyes was me holding a knife cutting my feet repeatedly, that 13 years old ran so fast his tears were flowing in the air, damn it, i was suffering of severe depression, it was the first few days in the palace before i went on the train trip with my sister, it was the only time and he saw it, was that the reason he didn't want me to see him.
it took me a few minutes before i got back to reality around my kids, those eyes, they all have suffered in the past few years, and it's because of me," Rio? love , can we go home now?" i asked ,i can't handle this alone, i need Dalia,
" Sure thing love," he said as he opened a portal, as soon as we crossed to the other side, i was back in the palace, the only thing you could hear is Lia crying and screaming while running, i heard her footsteps coming closer to us, and a group of footsteps after her, it gotta be the maids, we were in a hall in front of my sister's office, my kids looked confused , Rio looked tired, my sister got out of the office , she was surprised to see me but she looked relieved ,
" Mamaaaa," we heard Lia as she got to the hall, my sister rapidly held me and put me in front of her, coward .