I was gonna enter the house since he was no where to be found, but i heard a noise from the tree , i turned my head to see my baby, the fire was coming out of his body , is this a mana explosion, i thought kin was keeping it under control, but he left, my baby was crying so hard he got lava as tears ,i went under the tree and shouted "baby , mama is here , everything is fine, come to mama ," my poor baby was screaming out of pain , i couldn't help but got on the tree i reached for my baby saying ," everything is fine baby , don't worry , mama is here she will never leave your side," i caught him but i couldn't keep my balance , i fell on my back on the lava as i held my baby in my arms trying to assure him , hidar calmed down , he fell asleep, as the fire faded like i was imagining stuff, i got up to find my emilia crying her heart out in her hands ,she was mumbling something, i called for her but sadly she ignored me, i put hidar on the grass as i put my hands on her shoulder, to see a big black shadow, behind her , it was scary ,my baby 'eye turned completely black, i took my baby in my arms as the shadows put swords on my back, i couldn't let go , i stayed there for some time before Emy faint, i hugged my two babies as i slept on my lawn.
Whet i woke up i was in a river of blood, it looked scary, but i knew it was a dream, i took some breath before, actually waking up, i've had bandage all over my body ,annie ,my neighbor who said i was lucky i lived , i was alone so i said " Annie, where are my babies?" " ..... I found you alone ," she said, i felt my heart shatter into pieces, i wanna cry i really wanted to, but i couldn't, Fuck, man , i can't even cry no more because off the pain , i want to die .
I spent another two weeks in bed to rest , Annie was making sure i don't move much, it was annoying but it was the only thing keeping me from remembering , that four out of four of my kids abandoned me, i was gonna go back to my house, but i was scared of going there , all the memories i've had in there will haunt me down to hell , and i'm not ready for it, i said good bye to Annie on the train station, i'm going to the capital, i don't want to be alone ,i need a family .i was looking from the window, as the time passed ,did they enjoy the ride ,? were they uncomfortable ? where is Emmy and hidar? are they together? I got out off the train , i took a carriage to the palace , remembering kin , was he acting? Was i just a customer to him? Fuck , i miss him so much , when i got off the carriage my sister was already there , she was surprised for some reason, why is the floor so close, blurry vision that's what i had for the next couple of minute before fainting .