Lu Niange knew, in fact, he had understood everything before coming here. Over this past year in X City, it wasn't that he hadn't seen her, he just hadn't disturbed her.
She had said, let him find a new happiness.
Once he had not known what happiness was, now, when he had thoroughly lost it, when there was no longer a chance to retain it, he realized that the one he had carelessly betrayed was the happiness of his lifetime.
Having lost it, how could he go and find a new one?
He really wanted to tell her that he had lost his memory, that he didn't remember, that he wasn't purposely being Jian Chenxi's boyfriend, that he also had done a lot for her. For instance, to prevent Jian Chenxi from exposing her so-called "scandals" at school, or like when he knew Jian Chenxi had hired someone to try to kill her, he took revenge for her, terminating the child he and Jian Chenxi had.
He wanted even more to kneel before her, begging her to hit him or scold him, just not to abandon him...
