[Alicia,
To be honest, even as I write this, I still do not know how I am supposed to begin.
We only just returned from the past, from the Blood Moon War, and I thought that after everything we went through there, my feelings would finally be clearer. I thought I would know exactly what to say to you, exactly how to write a letter meant only for you.
But it is harder than I expected.
Mostly because I still cannot properly explain what kind of relationship we came to have.
Senior and junior, perhaps. That would be the simplest way to describe it. It would even be technically true. But it is also far too cold, too shallow, too small for everything that came after. We both know that whatever existed between us by the end of this past year could no longer be contained by something as simple as that.
I still remember the first day I really noticed you.
