"Will I? But now, my mind is full of disgusting images... I can't help but think about what happened back then... my parents' wedding anniversary, Big Uncle's death anniversary... hahaha... how could they do this... how could such people be my parents."
"Does that have anything to do with you?"
"Doesn't it? They're my parents."
"Yes, true... but what did you ever do wrong in all these disgusting things?"
"I'm their child!"
"I was born of Lan Qingtang too... but so what? In my heart, my mother is already dead..."
"But in my heart, they're still alive... not just alive, but living on disgustingly! They are utterly selfish, unbelievably immoral!! They don't even deserve to be human!!"
"That's their life... they made mistakes, they will suffer, regret, and face retribution... For your life, at most, it creates some bad memories... In the end, you still have to live your own life yourself.