June 19.
Tokyo, a sprawling metropolis of millions, where tradition and modernity coexist under a pressure suited to its pace, where modern skyscrapers dominate the skyline, blocking out the sun. From any vantage point, one can see a culture in constant motion, striving for harmony, where everything feels efficient and made for urban melancholy.
People gathered from every direction; the cinema buzzed with activity. Many were speaking in a language Billy barely understood, but the excited chatter was unmistakable. Cameras flashed quickly. Before the screening began, people asked whether they could use flash or even touch him. The number of photos allowed was detailed in the contract, and even how they should perform their roles was prearranged. What surprised him most was how the Japanese modulated their voices, avoiding contact to maintain a sense of order and excellence.
–Wow, I don't think I'll ever know if they actually understand me or if they know something I don't,– Billy told Kate. It all felt, from every angle, like they were circus animals on display for their differences.
–They say the Japanese market has always loved James Cameron. Even though he hates it, outside the studio, he comes off like a cranky old man who resents everything unrelated to his movie,– Kate whispered, covering her mouth the way she'd grown accustomed to gossiping—on her terms and in her style.
–Still, if you look at him now, he seems quite comfortable with all the attention,– Billy said, watching Cameron laugh at everything, even popping open a bottle of champagne. He didn't look like a man desperate to escape. He moved through the room with ease, focused only on celebrating. Brief explosions of joy. Half an hour later, he entered the theater, took a deep breath—which Billy noticed—and offered his hand. Billy, too, rinsed and reset at every premiere.
–The food's really healthy,– Kate whispered. She'd been trying new dishes daily—mostly Chinese-inspired, filled with vegetables. Each meal, abundant and thoughtfully prepared, was the opposite of the heavy fare served in the U.S.
Billy noticed the famous onigiri in Kate's hands, which she tasted happily as they watched the movie for the twelfth time. It had become almost a ritual. There came a point when they stopped paying attention. Two other actors had joined them that morning, but slipped out early. Being the leads meant sticking to the never-ending schedule.
–I'm glad these seats keep us a bit removed from the crowd,– Kate murmured.
She looked up, seeing everyone below seemingly absorbed, at least trying to be. The premiere had been two days earlier, but nothing had gone according to plan. Beside her sat the producers handling the logistics, and Cameron, the star of the deal. Though the leads were great, it was the film as a whole that was loved. By the end of its third week, the box office in the U.S. was climbing, reaching $57 million—a stunning 30% jump. Metrics were doubling, and now the international market had begun to notice.
–Your voice sounds sexy in Japanese,– Kate remarked, listening to the dubbed version with subtitles. She knew the entire film by heart, line for line, even the background characters' dialogue—so many readings of the script had embedded it in her memory.
–A bit of that's thanks to my agent. I used to have another, but as more films came, I tried different ones,– Billy replied.
What can people do backstage but examine mistakes, leaping around like startled lizards? Kate closed her eyes after finishing her meal, finding comfort resting her head on Billy's shoulder. He was deep in thought about the Matrix role pulsing through his veins, a part he wanted more intensely each day.
When the time came, none of it would faze him. He'd eventually share a brief talk with Mónica before trying to fall asleep—his mind brimming with ideas, comics, and manga that mirrored his essence.
–Glad to be your pillow,– Billy said as Kate suddenly stirred, a quick, electric movement as if something had jolted her from within.
He was feeling a little worn down and unappreciated, but she smiled—her cheeks bright and flushed—as the film neared its end. With no room for anything else, they curled into the moment. Films really do form close bonds.
***
The city sparkled at night. Their five-star hotel in central Japan glowed like a prism of color, bowing into shadow, a subdued rainbow yearning for stillness.
–I don't think I'll ever find a boyfriend who gets me. My last one got dumped spectacularly over some dumb excuse I still can't figure out,– Kate said, playing cards in the dining lounge. After 10 p.m., only reheated food was served—sandwiches, sushi—nothing fresh, but ready instantly from a steamer tray.
–And that's 21. I win,– Billy announced.
–If you ask me, all you can really do is grow your career and look for someone willing to go the distance,– he added gently, unwilling to dwell on the bitterness of past disappointments.
–I like you better when you're not cold and logical,– Kate replied, knowing how hard it was to answer questions like that.
–Give me ten minutes,– Billy said, noticing it was 2 a.m. Monica would be waking in California at 10 a.m., and he was sure she'd soon be gracing runways again. Every angle of her was watched and admired.
He called Monica, who was probably up doing her workout routine. No answer. That wasn't unusual—the time difference made things hard. But unlike Billy, Monica was constantly under the spotlight. There wasn't a place she couldn't hear or see. Everything about her life was tightly managed, almost diplomatically simple.
He returned to his seat.
–No calls tonight, – Kate said, cheeks flushed. She stretched, her neckline catching the light, a swift, graceful movement to remind him of her beauty and presence.
–What can you do?– Billy asked.
–Sleep. I think I've been awake for an entire day,– she whispered. The struggle to sleep in the cold hotel rooms had worn her down. Success had made her lonely, or maybe it was the breakup, the toll of being a workaholic.
–Let's get some rest,– Billy said.
–You've got a short trip to Australia, and I've got a long one to the UK,– Kate replied, taking another deep breath. Their relationship was drifting toward its shining, final form—friendship.
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