Jane is a smart person; she understands what she's implying and is reflecting on her behavior over the past few days.
She has been resisting, not giving him a chance.
Yet deep inside, she longs for his closeness.
Seldom pushing him away, wanting to confirm if he would truly leave.
She never thought she would be so conflicted about such matters.
Rosie took her to the backyard, and they sat on the rocking chair while Mr. Gold brought along many seasonal fruits.
All the fruits were cut and ready.
Rosie brought out an iPad, playing a hit romance drama. Jane never watches these; she's like an insulator to romance.
Though she mingles in the entertainment industry, often helping actors with scripts, she never watches TV dramas.
She always feels those ethereal romances are distant and unreal.
This possibly relates to her family of origin.
But in reality, consistently pushing Jack away is unfair to him.
