Hey guys...
Sorry for no chapters but I really do have a reason and I just thought I would let you know as I really don't know when I can continue.
I even have stuff ready but i'm just not in a situation to write at the moment.
I'm sure some of you have noticed that my writing started to get less and less frequent and thats because I've been having some health problems.
Specifically, I have a severe anxiety disorder that causes me to have secrete extreme levels of stress for little to no reason at random times, sometimes for hours.
This isn't the type of stress like "im nervous about a test today". It's the type of stress where you almost just got hit by a car and barely survived type of stress.
Basically your body is only suppose to be in this state for a maximum of a couple minutes but my episodes can last up to 10 hours.
This leads to severe dizziness, hard time breathing, faint, high blood pressure and some other symptoms.
So my body fluctuates between this extreme stress and recovering from being in it for extended periods of time.
Now while im adjusting i've been having to take tranquilizers to forcibly calm myself (Which I really hate, though i know some people love) just to function.
I've still had to miss out on a lot of my college classes, and call out of work a few times.
I'm normally medicated for it but recently i've had to change medications because the old one stopped working.
This has led to the long process of finding a new one, and changing doses and it's been almost 3-4 months now of this.
I really wasn't going to post anything but I felt you guys deserved a bit of an explanation so you at least understand that I really have no intention of dropping but I just need some time.
Thanks for being understanding and I appreciate the support this book has gotten.