Hey dear readers of mine.
It is I, the one and only Machina!
Making his grand return!
But seriously wassup guys.
I've been gone for over a year now,
Got a job (yeah crazy), graduated highshool, got through my first year of college, and so many more things that I could go on and on.
I said I'd post chapters but I didn't, a mix of lack of time and motivation just really killed any will of mine to continue Live a Life.
I was younger so I was very wishy washy about stuff and the fact that Live a Life wasn't getting the traction I wanted at the time made me come to the decision to run away from this project and pretend I didn't even write it.
Very silly I know.
Looking back at everything as a more mature person, at Live a Life, and you guys who'd read my pretty alright work made me realize how immature I was for treating Live a Life and you guys.
So I apologize if I disappointed any of you guys.
To some this may seem overdramatic, like I'm getting all deep about a fucking fanfic I wrote in highschool,
But I really do mean what I say.
But now here we are.
Will I continue Live a Life?
I'm not too sure.
Time isn't a crazy commodity I have in abundance of anymore
And Lowkey, re reading Live a Life made me cringe and be like "wtf why did I write this."
Honestly the whole multiversal aspect of this really burned me out, like writing from multiple PoVs, making sure I was having the details of each universe correct so I'd go and find the transcripts of Holloween and Friday the 13th to go off of?
Yeah that shit sucked, didn't enjoy it.
And back then I didn't feel like I was getting the love I thought I deserved, which was strange cause I was some random kid tryna get my way into the fanfic community here, so like what love or traction did I think I'd get???
Anyways, the parts I really loved writing Live a Life was the action, the system, getting abilities from different characters that didn't get any love, writing August as a character.
Those things I loved to do, and why I even decided to write Live a Life.
So with all being said,
I've been thinking about making something new.
Multiversal stuff was never my shit anyways,
I'd rather make my own world and add in stuff from anime and games I like into it.
Not very complex but yeah.
This isn't a proper return or anything, I just wanted to clear up some stuff with you guys.
But I will say,
It does feel good to be back here.