I don't know if I can be part of a path that put you in a situation when you hopeless .
but doing stuff in your life is a important thing so chase your dreams and If people said Its a delusion then Chase it either cuz you're not going to waste your time not doing anything because you're scared .
they are even weaker because they are afraid of dreaming they don't even have the ability to dream so they ruin other people dreams and that's just the way they are , they just scared because you going to surpass them Sooner Or later and I will .
so be proud of yourself because you are strong enough to have big dreams in your life , believe that one day you will do somethings they can't do and they will say that you lucky because they didn't see what you been through only god knows what you been through and that's a blessing from the supreme god that give you courage and enough strength to chase your dreams .