But to be honest, she really didn't want to return to her hometown.
She even suspected that her husband, having her take their daughter back to their hometown, might have been coaxed by those concubines in the mansion.
If she actually left, she definitely wouldn't be able to return anytime soon. By then, how would she be able to control the backyard of the State Duke's Mansion?
Who knows, by the time she comes back, there might be a few more sons and daughters in the State Duke's Mansion?
After all, men typically prefer young and beautiful women. Although the State Duke had treated her well over the years, there were still quite a few women around him.
She was afraid, afraid that by the time she left and returned to the mansion, she would have lost her standing.
"Lord State Duke, how about letting Ying'er go back by herself first?" she suggested.
