You told me, "My heart isn't in anything other than you."
And a sudden of hope, I become mute,
From someone's tongue speaks love,
I embrace it with hope,
Even my mind does not know the route,
Love should be young and free,
"But why is it so costly for me?"
Love does not have border,
"But why there's a bridge I can't across niether?"
I'm a bit old to feel such young love,
And you're a bit young to know what's true love,
I'm too far to feel your affection this way,
And it's too sudden to feel the pain right away,
Culturally speaking--what built you in the making,
But my heart can't be stopped when it's truly hurting,
What you had said to me is really that matter,
So does what I feel, I could not fake and ignore neither,
"Does it really matter?"
If what you said to me made my heart shatter?
I know that in your culture, I'm just a stranger
It's just that I can't stop hoping,
By those things we felt so real and endearing,
I felt so lost by the you suddenly said,
It made me flashbacks the sweet words we'd started to shared,
But it only ended me up so crushed and being hit and run instead,
It stung me when said, "we couldn't get married"
I read it bitterly while lying down in bed,
Suddenly my eyes felt itchy after reading your words
So I washed them away with tears,
After many days of talking, exchanging memes, reels with mutuals feelings,
But I did not know your heart has been fluctuating,
Ended thinking between, "Choosing what's aligned your culture thing or considering the start of our flame?"
And now, "Who's to blame?"
"The one who choose to still yearn or
The one who let the flame die in pouring rain?"
And for a moment I can't say anthing,
In the beggining, I wished I had stopped what I'm feeling,
And now, I feel like I'm forever stuck in love longing.