The next morning at 9:30.
Chengdong's apartment - living room.
Chengdong was smiling all the time. His ex colleagues came to visit him. Brother Bao was the first to come.
"It's been a long time since I last talked to Chengdong! You look so energetic and happy. Brother Bao is happy for you." Brother Bao said happily and loudly.
"I'm going to the kitchen. You two can chat for a while." Michelle replied.
Michelle walked into the kitchen.
"Brother, what's wrong with you? When you resigned, you said that you would come back to Singapore as soon as possible to be a DJ after you were cured. Why did your condition deteriorate so quickly?" Brother Bao asked.
"I...I resigned when my condition had relapsed for the second time. I delayed treatment, which led to the rapid spread of cancer cells. This is fate. It is destined that Michelle and I will not be together. Marriage also ended in divorce." Chengdong answered while holding back tears.
At this time, Chengdong coughed very hard and coughed up blood on his hands.
"I...I'll get you a tissue." Bao Ge said.
"Thank you." Chengdong replied.
Michelle brought out the food and saw the bloody tissue on Chengdong's hand.
"Are you...are you okay?" Michelle asked.
Chengdong smiled and nodded his head.
"Come on! Everyone can start eating some desserts first. I'll go prepare lunch. You guys chat for a while." Michelle said while holding back tears.
"Anna, you chat with Chengdong for a while. I'll go to the kitchen to help Michelle." Bao Ge answered.
Bao Ge went to the kitchen. He saw Michelle wiping tears.
"Sister-in-law, are you okay?" Bao Ge asked.
"No need to call me sister-in-law. I'm going to marry Jiale soon." Michelle replied.
"Can he bear to attend your wedding in this state?!" Brother Bao asked worriedly.
"This wedding was his own request." Michelle replied.
"Hey! Why did he do that? He always wanted you to be happy. He insisted on this belief until his death." Brother Bao said.
A few hours later, every guest went home, leaving Brother Bao and Michelle at home.
Chengdong felt the urge to urinate, but his back also felt very painful. He endured the pain...
"I...I'm going to the toilet." Chengdong whispered.
"Let me help you go to the toilet." Brother Bao replied.
Chengdong nodded.
"Just wait outside." Chengdong said .
In the toilet.
When Chengdong urinated, all he urinated was blood. His bladder hurt so much that he fainted on the ground. Brother Bao heard it and immediately opened the toilet door...
"Chengdong, what happened to you?" Brother Bao asked halfway and was surprised to see that Chengdong's pants were all bloodstained.
"Michelle! Hurry up! Call an ambulance! Chengdong fainted!" Brother Bao shouted.
Michelle ran into the toilet in the room. She immediately called Jiale.
"Hey! What are you calling! Call an ambulance!" Brother Bao replied angrily.
Chengdong was sent to a nearby hospital.
In the National University Hospital.
Outside the emergency room. Half an hour later.
Brother Bao and Michelle were waiting outside. Jiale walked out of the emergency room with the attending physician half an hour later.
"How is Chengdong?! Why is he urinating blood?!" Brother Bao asked anxiously.
"The situation is not very optimistic. You should be prepared that he may leave at any time in the next few weeks." The attending physician replied.
"Can we go in to see him?" Michelle asked.
"Yes, but you should pay attention to his mood. His mood is very unstable." The attending physician replied.
In Chengdong's ward.
Chengdong looked at the ceiling with teary eyes.
"Chengdong, are you awake? What's wrong with you?" Michelle asked, holding his hand.
Chengdong pushed Michelle's hand away...
"Let go of your hand! You are no longer my wife! You... You can leave! Two days have passed! Thank you for accompanying me these two days." Chengdong answered in a low voice.
Brother Bao, who was next to him, saw everything. Michelle ran out of the ward crying.
"Hey! Chengdong, why are you doing this?! After all, she was once your wife." Brother Bao asked angrily.
At this time, Chengdong burst into tears. Brother Bao handed him a tissue.
"If you are suffering, just cry as much as you want. I understand. My wife was also in pain when she was in the terminal stage of cancer. But she was lucky to have me by her side." Bao Ge answered.
Chengdong listened and covered his whole body with the quilt. He kept coughing.
"Chengdong, drink some water. You will feel better." Bao Ge said.
Chengdong opened the quilt, and Bao Ge saw that there was blood at the corners of his mouth. Chengdong wanted to take the cup, but his hands were full of blood clots.
"You...you!?" Bao Ge said in surprise.
"I have been coughing like this these days. It's okay." Chengdong answered in a low voice.
At this time, Jiale and the attending physician opened the door and came in.
"I'm sorry, we are have to check the patient's body. Please wait outside." Jiale said.
"Okay." Bao Ge answered.
"Brother Bao, wait a moment. I have something else to talk to you about." Chengdong said.
"Okay, don't worry, I'll wait for you outside the room." Bao Ge answered and walked out.
The attending physician drew the curtains...
"I... I don't want to be checked. What's the point of checking? I'm dying." Chengdong said with a smile.
"Dong, did you cough up a lot of blood just now?" Jiale asked.
Suddenly, Chengdong threw the glass on the table to the ground...
"Go away! I don't need to see a doctor! I don't want to be treated! I don't want to take the medicine!" Chengdong cried and shouted.
"Chengdong, calm down. We are just checking your body." Jiale replied.
Chengdong directly pulled up the quilt to cover his whole body and kept crying.
"Please go away, let me be quiet." Chengdong cried and whispered.
"Song Chengdong! What are you doing!? Give up on yourself! Want to give up your life?!" Jiale asked angrily.
"Give up on yourself!? Do I have the chance!! I watch my life slowly decline every day! What else do you want from me?! I... I can't stand it! Why don't you just let me die!" Chengdong replied crying.
"If you don't want to be treated, at least take medicine! We are your good friends and don't want to see you suffer so much!" Jiale said angrily.
Michelle heard everything outside the room and kept crying.
"Hey, Chengdong, this kid, he seems to be very strong on the surface, but he is very painful in his heart. When he first started working in Singapore, he put too much pressure on himself and got anxiety disorder. He kept grabbing his hands. Sometimes he even grabbed his hands until they bled, but he still kept grabbing." Brother Bao said sadly.
"When did it happen?! He never told me that he had anxiety disorder." Michelle asked in surprise.
"That was seven years ago. Chengdong likes to bury his worries in his heart. These people are prone to anxiety disorder. My deceased wife was the same. She...she committed suicide." Brother Bao answered.
"I'm sorry to bring up your sad past." Michelle said.
"It's okay, hey! Chengdong won't have much time left. His mood will get worse and worse. As his good friends, you should be considerate. Most people with emotional disorders lack a sense of security." Brother Bao answered.
In the ward.
"Chengdong, my wedding ceremony with Michelle will be in one day. Take the medicine and you will be in a better condition for the ceremony tomorrow." Jiale said.
Chengdong heard the words "wedding ceremony", he held back his tears and took the medicine quietly. "Tomorrow? Tomorrow I will be free." Chengdong said to himself with a smile.
Not long after, Brother Bao opened the door and entered Chengdong's ward. He looked at Chengdong and laughed and cried.
He patted his shoulder...
"Dong, what's wrong with you? You must tell us if you have anything." Brother Bao said.
"Brother Bao, can you help me arrange my funeral?" Chengdong asked.
"What! Dong! What nonsense are you talking about!?" Brother Bao asked back angrily.
"I know I don't have much time left. My body is gradually declining, so I might as well die early. I have been a burden since I was a child, causing trouble to my parents, my lover and my friends. If I hadn't watched Michelle get married again and find happiness, I wouldn't have lived that long." Chengdong answered crying.
"My wife was also selfish at the beginning. She kept hearing strange noises in the last stage. She felt someone was following her every day. I was busy with work and had no time to take care of her." Brother Bao said sadly.
"Your wife had you by her side at the beginning. I... I was different. I was selfish and wanted Michelle to die with me." Chengdong replied.
"Die with you!? When?!" Brother Bao asked in surprise.
"It was a car accident, and I caused it. We just came back to Hong Kong at that time. As a result, she lost her memory and my legs were temporarily disabled. As a result, she had lost confidence in me." Chengdong replied crying.
"No wonder. Who would want to kill your spouse? But when it's facing death and love, no one is to blame. When taking care of my wife I also wanted to go together with her. But we still have our kids and parents." Bao ge said.
Cheng Dong smiled with tears.
"I will fetch you to their wedding ceremony tomorrow." Bao ge replied.
In the evening.
Cheng Dong wheeled himself in the wheelchair to Scott office. He knocks on the door…
"Cheng Dong! Why aren't you resting on the bed at this time!?" Scott asked anxiously.
"Doc..Doctor Scott. I remembered you told me about the injection or medication that can let me die. Can I do it in Singapore?" Cheng Dong asked.
"It's against the law in Singapore. Only Canada or Japan can arrange it. You…you really want to do it?" Scott asked.
Cheng Dong nodded his head…
"Yes, I can't withstand the sufferings and pain anymore. Moreover michelle will be other people's wife tomorrow. I will be all alone by myself." Cheng Dong replied
"Okay, I will arrange for the appointment in Kobe for you. I knew a hospital in Kobe who does that." Scott said
"Please arrange as soon as possible, thanks." Cheng Dong replied softly.
End of chapter