She would be eager.
For example, knowing Xu Chang'an is coming home from outside.
For example, the little bliss in the dream at the hot spring.
For example, the leap off the island cliff, she would be eager, urgent like starlight.
Hence, she's very seldom anxious, not always as composed and unruffled as now.
Beside her.
Xu Chang'an drank his noodle soup, his heartbeat accelerated because he suddenly realized... his way of teasing her was really childish.
Compared to her anxiety when not taking her to pick flowers, Yun Qian's anticipation of him coming home, that kind of deep yearning was more touching.
"Miss, I was wrong, earlier... I shouldn't have bullied you, and also shouldn't have been secretly delighted over some prank."
After realizing that his little thoughts were barely significant in front of her, Xu Chang'an decisively apologized.