As remembers all the things his "jiji" always said that " he should forgive people no matter what they did to him as long as they are a citizen of leaf he should forgive them as the whole leaf village was a " family " always telling him that's what all the hokage had done and that's why they had their existence acknowledged by the village " the things he wanted he knew he was played like Powan of showgi now he was utterly confused what and who to believe as he was still hyperventilating " Ah-ha why THE HELL! DOSE EVERY ONE IS ALWAYS LIEING TO ME! WHAT AH-HA HAVE I EVER DONE TO ANYONE! " as he continued to cry not knowing what to do this wasn't his the first time crying or fleeing completely lost but this was the first time he was feeling So Much betrayed by all people he knew as continued to cry so much that after few minutes he needed to keep his shit together so it an act of trying to prevent himself form getting completely loss it he started to tear his own flash of his face as " AAAHHA " as teared apart half of his face right off as soon he collapsed from blood loss or form emotional pain .who knows . He was doubting if all his "choices" were actually his or not was he just being Manipulated his whole life? He didn't know how to feel about that it did make sense if they had told him of his original country he would definitely run to there to escape from the villagers of konoha for peace of mind . In all of his life he never felt this much pain he was just so lost he felt hopeless he knew he had to keep his shit in one piece . As we see the map right there mapped down at lower right side of the map "uzushiogaurai( the village hidden in whirlpools) " there was written a short summary "Uzushiogaurai the hell on earth were demons known as Uzumaki live" "warning : don't enter unless you want to die " on side of map we can see the map was made in land of earth < AN- trust me physically pain helps keep it together>
< no I am not saying you should try it and don't even think about it unless you have a healing factor like this guy>
[ 12:00 noon] [day two ]
As he woke up soon then he started to sob a little then he smiled . he smiled then noticed that he was alone with nobody else his smile disappeared as he took a minute to collect himself and decided what to believe in .what to fight for. what to give his life for he decided to go through his life for a while things that come to his mind were first was - Hinata. he didn't even think twice because of his desire to take revenge on neji for hinata and she sheared the same nindo so basically neji mocked him too plus the fact that neji is also considered a genius like sasuke neji better prey for his life cause combination of all these makes a truly pissed naruto. Then second was sasuke - sasuke and he were kinda like brothers but they still weren't open to each other that much and he wanted to gain acknowledged by sasuke too and if he was honest sasuke was his only friend in the village -Third was the villagers or the whole village - how to proof them wrong he was making progress on that little by little like his relationship with sasuke and konahamaru and lee and maybe shikamaru he did kinda talked to him before the episode with gaara but then thought it through he concluded that shikamaru wanted information on him as he slaps himself where was he brain at that time. For now he will believe in haku's ideals again but did he have any precious people? . As he stood up .
< back to the road >
Naruto was still wondering on the road to land of waves while he was training with his clones be a fight a 5 verses 1 to be precise with all of them having two katana while one clone was watching them stars in his eyes occasionally murturing " I'm so cool " next to him there were two more katanas laying down in his hands the curved blade of the katanas is Pointing upwards so that the katana doesn't slice through the cover of the katana. - back to the fight - as one naruto clone smirked and used himself as meat shield / cover up for another naruto who slice through the first clone as the first clones blood splatter all over the attacker clone he too smirked blood thirstily as the attacker clones sword were in one inche away from the real naruto's eye . He was so shocked by the way his clones attack him that he didn't react in time when the attacked clone got puffed in smoke and the attacker clone thrusts his katana in his left eye blinding him in one eye as the clone who was watching them cringehed as real naruto jumped back and smirked and cracked his neck " that was nice " said real naruto in happy tone " if that was nice then you are going to love this " said the clone before he got ready to fight as other 3 clone nodded in agreement . As they started to fight each other for 4 hours .
< scene break >
During the 4 hours the real naruto got many cuts and bruises as clones started to use the little ninjutsu they knew
" you know I think I got the first clone's memories ttebayo " said all the clones with the one eyed original at the same time. As they all smirked then naruto's left eye lid started to twitch until his left eye opened " it's always kinda cool when that happens " said the real naruto " yeah " said all 4 clones " i think you *Ahem*we should despal " said all the clones to the now two eyed original < puffs >
"AHHHAG " yelled naruto as memoirs of the clones hit him full force "wow that I never thought I was that blood thirsty no wonder everyone calls me a demon " he thought as he's mood shifted to a little sad but as he walked towards the watching clone as the clone nodded and * puffed *out of the existence " ouch ouch I'm going to fall AHA " said naruto as he tried to stay standing as standing up was not a option for him so just laid down closed his eyes and after 15 minutes his triad to stand up but this time successfully then he approached the clone who training he's chakra control via the leave sticking exercise but the clones whole hand was covered in leaves which stuck via chakra and he also had his swords on his stomach also stuck with the help of chakra as the clone looked at him then without saying a word clone gave naruto his swords then the said clone puffed into smoke as with him the swords equipped to naruto also puffed into smoke revealing that he was cutting corners where ever he could by using the swords of clones his swords won't be damaged by training naruto groaned " ouuuuuu" in pain he getting used to this headache but dam the pain never felt lessening after that he eat some food then gone to washroom . Then started to train again but this while jumping through trees as he about to reach the land of waves in " 10. 9. 8 .7 .6.5. 4 .3 .2. 1. 0." counted naruto like a child. Naruto then made a shadow clone then it quickly disappeared with a puff of smoke as we see another clone that was reading the book on sealing jutsu by menma namikaze the very same book as he puffed as well as the stuff around him all the stuff was with naruto when he made that clone he had realized that when he cloned himself he's equipments also gets cloned "OUCH TOO MUCH TO TAKE IN " thought naruto in pain as got the memories of the clone via the remaining chakra as he was wondering how the hell did his clone read so much as in academy he was not good at reading but then again the stuff was pretty much trash not that interesting to him and all of his own class hated him just because there parents told them including the teachers so he was pretty much insulted by everyone weather it be asking questions to teachers or trying to make friends to not mention he humiliated by teachers even if he answered the questions correctly they would ask something else which would something they teached when he was out of class doing he punishment which they gave him as naruto remembered everything that has happened to him he quickly stopped thinking as if he was going to loose himself in sadness. as his "ji-ji" had told him to forgive them . As brought out of his ranting by a rather good looking woman who had black hair as she tackle-hugged him into Valley of the heavens "it's good to see you so naruto-kun " said tsunami between giggles ." hmmmpaags ahhaava shsvb" said naruto between her barests. As she let him out of them. As he find some oxygen he wasn't gasping for air rather his breathing was normal." Hello AND WERE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME! LADY!" Naruto Exclaimed seemingly flustered well as much as naruto can be.
"oh sorry naruto-kun" she said with a sweat drop on back her head.
Naruto sighed audibly calmed his racing heart due to this was the very first time someone had greeted him with hug if naruto was honest he wasn't going suffocate their it was uncomfortable for him due to not being used to warm greetings it made him loose his control over his breathing looks like his mask is subconscious he sighed mentally .
"Anyways tsunami-san can you please help me out?" he said in a low voice which was polite and respectful
Tsunami said in a instant "Of course naruto-kun you protected and inspired our almost dead village I will help you with anything you want"
Naruto's eye were filled with happiness as she said that even though he quit rude with his request she Accepted it he realized it now i guess he'll need work on this too then he said in a happy tone"thank you so muchhh I'll try to repay this favor"
Tsunami then said "no need for that naruto-kun didn't you defended us before? " her tone becoming confused at the end.
Naruto said then with his usual tone "yes but that doesn't count-tebiyo that was our mission this is a favour you've done for me" tsunami was surprised a little as she could feel he changed rapidly in such a short period of time as he was more quite the he had been here he was a goof ball of energy what happened to him?. she wondered she thought about asking him right there but she realized it would more better for him if asked inside walls. Then she asked "naruto-kun do you have hotel room to return to? " she said as softly as she can.
As these words passed through his head he realized he hadn't got the time to look for a place to stay so he replied to her sheepishly" no...i got here"
Tsunami smiled to herself "you can stay with us if you want"
As naruto nodded and bowed in thanks
Tsunami's eyes toke a bright glimpse of happiness to it " then we should get to the house you must be tired right? Inari would love to see you again and dad too"
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AN : I'm sorry for disappearing everyone I'll definitely complete this i got everything planned now :) see you all soon comment anything about this story I'll respond