It had been a little too long...pretty sure its been a year or two haven't counted, but i can finally walk outside. The steps I made were slow and steady like i had just recovered from a long time injury. It had been so long, I let myself finally breath. The Planet was beautiful despite the place being essentially like a prison. Flowers the size of my head bloomed across the meadowed pink fields. A Waterfall of clear blue liquid flowed along a beach of silver rocks. My ship was crashed into a black and silver shore of sand. The Hardlight ki armor I formed around me stood steady, the machinery within me kept my bones from shattering, and they heavy gravity that fought me meant nothing to me. The sky was fairly pink, the planet was really really fucking pink. I liked it, nice and calming. The star that light the sky shined through the heavy atmosphere, it was a truly bright star. I hadn't looked at it when I entered the solar system, but i was sure it was more than just the one I could see shine through.
I collapsed on my knees, so long i had trained just to see a view. I was crying I couldn't believe my time spent. With all my effort, I hadn't slept for days sometimes weeks of time. Haunted by a unknown task on planet that was both beautiful and horrible. So i just kneeled in pink grass crying tears of joy. So, so boring training only eating soup. I had now explore the planet trying my best to find this mysterious task. I obsessed endlessly with barely any reaction to the world around me, Now here I sat with nothing to occupy me...
"Fuck me, what is wrong with me?"
Such a beautiful environment and i was bored of it within seconds.....
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I walked the planet taking in the sights. Trees that stood hundred of meters tall and were thicker than any fucking tree I have every seen. Each tree was bigger than a swimming pool, they were truly massive and the branches they had above spread out across a massive area combining into each other.
The animals I saw were few and far between, but they all looked distorted. I found a sloth like thing that was basically a massive ball of fat, its arms were wrapped around the trees they slept under. Other creatures were Skeletal fish the wormed their way through the dirt and water. Perhaps they were less like fish and more amphibious but they looked like fish to me. I named them Bone wyrms, they also tried to eat me but I was able to just walk away from them slowly. It was kind of sad really...
I traveled through the mountains, but honestly they were closer to hills. The biggest ones were all rounded and covered in blue and pink grass. Nothing however indicated something Vados would send me on a task to get. So I moved on...
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It took a while to reach a final conclusion on my more or less failed efforts. I was working hard trying to compare to not only my past life wanting to make up for those mistakes but i had wanted to be better than the being perceived to have a pure heart, aka Son Goku. After all the guy was a terrible father and a green slug man had become more of a father figure to his son than he. I wanted to essentially prove to myself or the universe that I was capable of being better or at least good. Ironically I was apparently be driven crazy by the compass and was already using ki crystals filled with evil ki. They were literally called evil it should've been obvious I was going down the wrong path, though not like I cared. Even if I did cared.... it wouldn't have matter, I wanted to do it so I did. To atone for sins you commit is a process impossible. So why should i care for the ones I accumulate. Vegeta a person who had changed within Dragon ball and became a better person still had caused countless atrocities by himself. Android 17 and 18 had less real atrocities than Vegeta had. It made no sense to care about the evil ki, the corruption, the insanity that possibly would come with it. I suppose that gave me a disturbed sense of peace ...
I stared at the blooming flower meadow in front of me... Perhaps with a little more time I could find that peace. Was this Vados's reason, to make me think on what my actions would me? These were some damn pretty flowers though...