well I am back i dont know how much time has been
since i last wrote so i will start from where i left
zone control so like i said last time
i can go in zone by focusing in my mind or when i get stressed up
or get to emotional i went to in zone forcefully
at first i feel as if i get too much feaver because in zone
my temperature and senses go high and my thinking speed kinda
increase but its kinda feel as if i am drunk because my iner thought came out naturally
and as if i beacome fearless i mean i can feel fear but you know
like a drunk person get breavery after some shot i get brave when i am in zone
and now days i do courier service job and my job is to pick up stuff
and make sure i collect all the courier and drop at office before 7pm because
after that we send them to main office for further process so i have to make sure that
i collect all courier before 7pm for that i have to drive fast sometimes
so handling bike get easy when your mind can process fast its kinda
like predict next move of other vahicle and i can kinda move my body like a robot
or do same movement continuously but for that i have go in too deep in zone level
i call them level i mean i can control its intencity i mean when i just want to process stuff easy like read something or hear someones problems and find right words for them
i stay at level 2 or 3 at best but when i wanna do hard work like loading courier in truck
i go at level 4 because at level 3,4 or 5 i feel less tiredness and when i am kinda
need fast mind process and movement from body i use level 5 because in that state
i kinda feel invesible but everything is ok at least on level 4 after
that its get hard to control and stamina run out fast level 6 is kinda no go because
i remember when i was on hotel line work and this zone starts first zone
i had was kinda like i can feel every thing kinda like more real then reality
and that zone kinda gave headache for 2 to 3 days that zone was the highest level
i had up until now so i called it level 7 that state was kinda too powerful
and dengerous at the same time i was able to hear footsteps of birds
siting on electricity wires outsides i was hearing breathing of person standing next door
and kinda feel heat and heartbeat of the pearson next to me and resently
when i was sad because of some incident and thinking so deeply about something
i touch level 6 because it was about same experience as level 7 but a little bit less
so called it level 6 so i dont go up more then level 5 i use mostly most level 4
at best when its urgent or serious then i touch level 5 well
this is it for today next time i will tell you about its side effects
good night thanks for reading
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